I needed help. My
crossdressing was really causing me problems.
Not the dressing itself, for I loved that, but everything else that came
with it. I was pretty typical, I
guess. I had a lot of “issues” about my
being a guy who liked to dress up as a woman.
I loved to dress en femme but hated the idea doing so made me gay. I wasn't gay! I was straight! So, I’d
go through all the usual stuff. Lots of
self-loathing, lots of guilt, and I’d do the whole binge and purge thing. That’s what finally did it. I’d gone through that one too many
times. I’d just blown a few hundred
with my credit card on one of those lingerie store websites and then felt so
guilty over it that I’d simply thrown away the entire shipment without even
opening it! Then I felt even worse for
having wasted all that much money and not having anything lacy and
frilly and femme to show for it! I
needed help! So I began looking around
for it.
2 days ago
