I'm a very happily bisexual man. Being fully en femme and sexually pleasing a man or a woman is thus not an issue for me. So I've always found it odd reading the accounts of crossdressers proclaiming how they're "not into men" or that they're fearful about their heterosexuality when they dress. The tales I've written thus far have centered on individuals who don't have such reservations or doubts. They simply love all the pleasure they find wherever they find it.
With this tale however, I wanted to examine something different. What would it be like for a straight guy to have to interact as a sexual submissive with another straight guy? I've never done the cuckolding scene and don't understand it much either. So, "Nervous" here is a bit of exploration of both those aspects.
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Nervous
What happens when the mistress and key holder of a heterosexual cuckolded sissy winds up submitting to another man? She now has a master. And therefore, so to does the sissy. If that master is straight then there shouldn't be any need for the sissy to ever be nervous.
Well, perhaps.
But perhaps not...
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He made me nervous.
He always makes me nervous. And
that, honestly, deep down inside of me, turns me on. It’s no small part of why I do all of
this. It’s no small part of who I am.
So it’s no small part of why I’m kneeling here in my bedroom
and why he’s standing there before me.
Standing there and making me nervous and afraid and embarrassed and…
turned on.
It’s a times like these when I question just why it is that
I’m into all this “sissy play” to begin with.
I’m a straight man. I’ve no
interest in having sex with other men.
Even with other sissies. Oh, I
enjoy being around other “gurls” when we’re all en femme – but always and only
when our ladies are there in charge. In
charge of me and in charge of the other guys dressed up in their sissy outfits. I’m not even attracted to the shemales or the
actual transgendered. I can admire their
dedication to pursuing their fetish and how they’ve transformed their bodies. And I truly love how utterly feminine some of
them have been able to become as a result.
But… they’re still guys. Even if
their little willies can no longer get hard thanks to all the Spiro and Estra
and whatever other hormones they’ve taken to become so wonderfully gurly.